It is Good to be Alone But Never be Lonely

It is Saturday bright sunny beautiful cold morning with 6 C feels like
4 C. It is 9.30, I am done with my Breakfast. Oatmeal porridge, and stir 
fried egg with hot cup of tea. Everyone sleeping.

I am in TV lounge now. I just opened the curtains, watching the beautiful 
view through the glass panels of the big windows in front. I see in my Back Garden, one small Brown Rabbit having his breakfast under the pear tree.

He looked at me and continued to enjoy his morning feast. I moved away 
quickly, don't want to disturb him. I am on my Computer now going 
through my Facebook messages. Comments on My Blog, usually come 
very late.

I looked through my bedroom window. All the beautiful leaves are
scattered on my driveway. Leaves of all colors, of all shapes. Two black 
Squirrels playing around Magnolia tree in my Front Garden. Such a 
beautiful view to behold.

I switched off my computer right away, and started getting ready to go 
for my walk. It was cold 8 C, so My Son wanted to drive me to Tim Horton 
but somehow I was able to persuade him, to let me walk by myself.

I wanted to walk alone to absorb the colors, the beauty around. I already 
mentioned in my previous Blogs that "Alone and Lonely" looks like the 
same, I mean when there is no one around. But keep in mind, it is not 
the same, My Dear.

Lonely is that stage of our life, when we are scared of our own self. 
We need someone's company, to help to face our own self. We need support 
to handle all that.

While "Alone", is that stage of our life, when have complete understanding 
of our own self. We start enjoying the company of our own self. We don't 
want intruders. We are on same page, same wave length.

Alone doesn't mean that we start avoiding people, that will lead to 
"Loneliness, and that will result ultimately into Depression. Anyway 
I am walking on Whites Road, enjoying my walk now.

It is 8 C but don't you people worry about, I am all dressed up in layers.
It is 10.45, I am sitting in the Coffee House, enjoying my half and half coffee,
toasted raisin biscuit with strawberry jam and writing my Blog.

It is 11.45, I have to go, my Eldest is leaving today for Uni I have to spend 
some time with him too. Family always comes first. Talk to you later.

My Dear Readers, I think, I was not able to make you people understand, 
whatever I wanted to say in My Blog "This is Ladies Department". It was 
nothing to do with that, "Ladies have to pitch in more and have to do more 
work". Not at all. I will write another Blog to clarify that. 

For now I am sad for Hannah and Niklas. Father is very selfish. He twists 
everything in his favor to enjoy his life at the expense of my Friends 
Hannah and Niklas. Kris can do nothing to stop all that.